I Hate The Way You Make Me Feel!

I have these small moments that my world is alright, like everything is at peace. That people are not fighting anymore.
I feel that sometimes everything that goes wrong is my fault, everyone in my family sire trys pinning it on me. They hate the fact that they didn't tell me who to love and when to love him, and how to do my job. I hate it when people tell me what to do, I am not a child, I have grown up. I paid your bills for years, I am the one with the job, I hate it when people make me feel like a piece of shit, I hate it when people make me feel bad for one thing I did wrong, when I just did 3o things right.
I hate having that one thing thrown in my face, I am not perfect. I am the kind of person that will believe what you told me, as I don't see the reason for lieing to someone, I can understand most of the hurtful things that our said or done to me, I am use to people putting me down.
I can't understand the fact that when I am happy, they say something about all my worngs and get me down in the dumps.
I hate it when people hold you to your word when your having money problems.
I guess I will never know, I guess I will be the target until I die, they will never leave me alone,
I never in my life want to be used, and right now I feel used!

A poem written by Krysten Parks
Facts about how my family treats me!